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homeless by colleen puras 6/18/11
you think were all lies
read the signs
were not
we have lives to
sure we have homes
we live in shelters
on the streets
in our cars
some of have familys
that we fight for everyday
sure were homeless
we fight for the things we have left
homeless and broke
doing what we have to do to survive
make it through each day
but its not enough
we would love to have a place to call home
a place where we can rest our heads every nite
somewhere we can go to cry
somewhere our familys can grow
we want to go home
sure were homeless
we fight for the things we have left
homeless and broke
doing what we have to do to survive
make it through each day
but its not enough
we carry our lives on our backs
our pockets
we don't have the stuff you do
we try for the jobs
we try to get out of being homeless
some of us need the help
sure were homeless
we fight for the things we have left
homeless and broke
doing what we have to do to survive
make it through each day
but its not enough
try to be homeless
we live with stress
and trying to make every last dime count
until the next day
sure were homeless
we fight for the things we have left
homeless and broke
doing what we have to do to survive
make it through each day
but its not enough
say ( for the homeless out there i have been there and with a family and i stand up for every homeless person out there)
break and shatter by colleen 6/30/11
you begged me not
to beat the shit out of you
but i want to see you bleed
i stood outside your bedroom window
waiting for you
to come the fuck out
to beat you down
i wanna break and shatter
all your bones into nothing
and dont see you cry
i rather see you cry blood
i watch you scream pain
all i do is laugh
(now beg mercy)
now broken whatcha going to do now
i wanna break and shatter
all your bones into nothing
and dont see you cry
i rather see you cry blood
watch me runaway
as you lay dying
ha ha ha ha ha ha
i wanna break and shatter
all your bones into nothing
and dont see you cry
i rather see you cry blood
go right ahead and try to save yourself
your dead now
i wanna break and shatter
all your bones into nothing
and dont see you cry
i rather see you cry blood
i win this time fucker
burn burn burn by:colleen
burn burn burn
burn in your pettiful silence
of your do nothing day
dream dream dream
of your future
and your nightmares
that i love the most
about you
i love the scaryand the frightening of nothing
burn burn burn burn
yeah yeah yeah
hey daddy
why do you treat me like you do
with all the yelling and screaming
with all your judging like you do
burn burn burn
burn in your pettiful silence
of you do nothing day
hey sister
your such a stupid bitch
why are you so retarded
claim to be miss hot shot
fuck you stupid bitch
hey mother
sometimes i wonder
about everything about you
you always did the best for us
burn burn burn
burn in your pettiful silence
of you do nothing day
burn burn burn
burn in your pettiful silence
of your do nothing day
dream dream dream
of your future
and your nightmares
that i love the most
about you
i love the scaryand the frightening of nothing
burn burn burn burn
yeah yeah yeah
fuck you
outsider by colleen puras 7/21/11
what a girl can only dream
but i like to be me
sure i dont have big boobs
i dont dance
i dont look pretty for anyone
im a outsider
i like to be the tomboy
i came from the other side of the tracks
dirt shit poor family
im a outsider
came from a broken family
a judgemental dad
a loony mom
a psycho sister
and then there was me the black sheep
im a outsider
i like to be the tomboy
i came from the other side of the tracks
dirt shit poor family
im a outsider
and ill stay that way
im a loser
been bullied but better now
and ill stay the way i am
free and dirty
been abused
had stuff thrown at me
but look at me now
older and got a better life now
im a outsider
i like to be the tomboy
i came from the other side of the tracks
dirt shit poor family
im a outsider
and ill stay that way
im a outsider
the tomboy that i am
a dirt shit poor chick
im a outsider
im a outsider
im a outsider
and ill always stay that way
outsider
my own enemy by colleen puras 7/22/11
its a small small world
that i live in
stuck in a bubble
suffocating
na na na na na na
living a dream inside my head
this is my bitter and ugly truth
hiding in a shell
and dont wannna escape
my bitter and ugly of mine
i am my own enemy
na na na na na na na
having to ask for mercy inside my head
and stuck
can anyone help me and save me
before i fall inti this grave
sure i smoke but who cares
its my nature to be myself
yeah yeah
and i dont give a fuck anymore
this is my bitter and ugly truth
hiding in a shell
and dont wanna escape
my bitter and ugly of mine
i am my own enemy
can anyone see me or am i that invisible
or can you the blood running from eyes
and put the blame on me and my generation
na na na na na na na na na
this is my bitter and ugly truth
hiding in a shell
and dont wannna escape
my bitter and ugly of mine
i am my own enemy
yeah yeah
its my small world
and i suffocate on the truth
and rather puke in your face
to avoid the bitterness of me
so go ahead and expose me
cant stand the real me
then you can fuck off
this is my bitter and ugly truth
hiding in a shell
and dont wannna escape
my bitter and ugly of mine
i am my own enemy
oh yeah
na na na na na na na na na
as long as i have my style and art
im good
but still will always have me
the shyness says it all
this is my bitter and ugly truth
hiding in a shell
and dont wannna escape
my bitter and ugly of mine
i am my own enemy
na na na na na na na
im punky and edgy
and no one cant shut me up
trust me
i am my own enemy of mine
and ill be that way
dont like it you can fuck off
na na na na na na na
toxic by colleen puras 7/26/11
your words
are like poison to my ears
poison leaking out of your body
yeah yeah
toxic minds
your sick and twisted
(toxic)
a boihazard sign to your head
(toxic)
leak your toxic fumes towards me
watch the acid
dissolve you away
and screaming in pain
as i dunk you more in the tub of acid
toxic minds
your sick and twisted
(toxic)
a boihazard sign to your head
(toxic)
leak your toxic fumes towards me
your poison to my ears
everything you say goes through
one ear and out the other
the words always contaimate me
like a toxic that i cant get rid of
so
leak the fumes towards me
dunk me in the tub of acid
yeah yeah
toxic minds
your sick and twisted
(toxic)
a boihazard sign to your head
(toxic)
leak your toxic fumes towards me
your like a fume
if i flick my bic
will you explode
so so so
take me to toxic land
toxic minds
your sick and twisted
(toxic)
a boihazard sign to your head
(toxic)
leak your toxic fumes towards me
leak your toxic fumes towards me
take me to toxic land
california by colleen puras 7/27/11
california
california
i wish i lived there
and live on the beach in tent
spend the day on the streets
singing to make money
california
i wish i lived there
stuck in a place
where the snow is
i want the beach
i want the smell of the ocean
california
i love you
california dreamin
where the sun is
the beatuiful beach
run bare foot through the sand
stuck in a place
where the snow is
i want the beach
i want the smell of the ocean
california
i love you
california
get a real start there
just a dream
that will happen
just time
hey hey hey
lets start a riot
stuck in a small town
im not no small town girl
i need a busy place
stuck in a place
where the snow is
i want the beach
i want the smell of the ocean
california
i love you
wake up and leave my tent
take bath in bath in the ocean
and never wake up from my dream
get on my rowboat and never look back
im californin dreamin
get me away from this small town
to get ur attention by colleen puras 7/28/11
have i gone insane
or have i gone mad
trapped inside this rubber room
can anyone get me out of this mess
i ended up in
yeah
do you really love me
do you really want me
or do i have to coment murder
to get ur attention
or do i have to strip for you to notice me
when im naked
or do i have to run like hell
your gonna miss me when im gone
and i go poof
into my cloud of darkness
for this i ask
do you do you
really want me
all scared
and frightened
and i want to is scream
i want you there
even if i cry blood
do you really love me
do you really want me
or do i have to coment murder
to get ur attention
or do i have to strip for you to notice me
when im naked
or do i have to run like hell
i see ur pretty eyes
stare back at me
like ur lost and confused
im broken on the inside
if i only could turn back time
i would reverse everything
back to the beginning
yeah
na na na na na na na na
do you really love me
do you really want me
or do i have to coment murder
to get ur attention
or do i have to strip for you to notice me
when im naked
or do i have to run like hell
do you really love me
do you really want me
or do i have to coment murder
to get ur attention
or do i have to strip for you to notice me
when im naked
or do i have to run like hell
your like a puzzle
that i need to solve
like a question i cant answer
or do i have to run like hell
loser by colleen puras 7/29/11
hello can you see me
the girl always besides you
that makes you look hot
with the goofy glasses and funny lookin hat
im a loser
i hide in the shadows
away from everyone
i may hide but you catch my eye
and that my true
im a loser
so shy so different
hiding around the tree
and my fav stocker
come out come out to me
i know ur the loser in my life
come out come out to me
loser loser loser
im a loser
i hide in the shadows
away from everyone
i may hide but you catch my eye
and that my true
im a loser
i may play star wars
the xbox 360 is my friend
got more internet friends
then i do in real life
but im a loser
i stay at home all the time
and i dont like to leave it
im a loser
i hide in the shadows
away from everyone
i may hide but you catch my eye
and that my true
im a loser
i may cover up
and hide my true self
so shy so different
but im a loser
thats what ill always be
a loser
tangled
by:colleen
slippped away from my everything
wish i could find me again
me again
could anyone see me
am i that invisible to you
or do you even miss me
wish i could just go away
and never return
do you even know me
all i do is fight with myself
and i cant even win
my other side says something different
its always one big fight
i feel tangled
in my thoughts
tangled in my words
tangled and cant win
wish i could find me again
lost and dazed
could anyone find the real me
always the invisible one
who am i anymore
sometimes it get dark in my head
wanna pull my hair out
i feel tangled
torn and broken by colleen puras 4-28-11
emptyness inside of me
tears me apart
and seperates me from everything
and everyone
torn and broken
abused and tortured
left to die in my grave
of my own darkness
why does it always
have to be me---
left behind by everyone
does anyone notice me
anymore
torn and broken
abused and tortured
left to die in my grave
of my own darkness
broken and used
dont know what to do anymore
and why the fuck
am i here
torn and broken
abused and tortured
left to die in my grave
of my own darkness
yeah---
im not calling you out
but somehow i always do
torn and broken
abused and tortured
left to die in my grave
of my own darkness
why the fuck should i care
anymore
yeah---
torn and broken
abused and tortured
left to die in my grave
of my own darkness
torn and broken
abused and tortured
left to die in my grave
of my own darkness
leave me to die!!!!!
